random thoughts

2001-09-12T14:04:00.000-04:00

oh my. what do i even say? something like this isn't supposed to happen. it belongs in history books. it's one of those things your parents talk about that happened in their time, not something i'm going to tell my kids about. it's like when parents say they can remember where they were when they heard about kennady. i can now say where i was...i've been told to write down where i was, what i was doing, and what i was wearing so here goes: about 9:15-9:30 i was rather groggy, i was laying in bed grumbling about jackie(my roommate)'s alarm clock going off again and agian...grr...and mike-my floormate about 4 doors down-comes into my room telling me to turn on the news. "what channel" -me..."every channel". i turn it on to see only one world trade center building. a couple mins later most of the girls on the floor were in my room watching. we watched the north tower of the world trade center...collapse. at first i thought it was the south tower(which had already fallen) and they were playing it again...but then i realized it wasn't. for the rest of the day i was in shock. i was shaking so bad...here were my reasons for being affraid: my bro has an apt. that's in the middle of a bunch of embassys...the one next to him got a bomb threat...he's also only a couple blocks from the capital...if something had happened there...well it was only the pentagon. then andrew was pretty much stuck in baltimore, which was a very probable place to be hit-there's a world trade center there-my grandparents were flying in from denver at the time and we didn't knwo where they'd end up-as it turns out...they're nuts and landed in chicago...instead of taking a cab to my grandma's brother's house...they took it home-to MD!!!! $1400 later, and the cabby slept in their guest room!!! they're NUTS!!!!!!!! there was a guy on our floor who couldn't get a hold of his parents, and neither could andrew's roommate ken. luckily both were accounted for. everythings fine with everyone i know...but i can't even begin to express my feelings toward all of this...i don't think anyone can. i went to the vigil last night. it was amazing how many people were there. i think they said it was something like 4,000 or so. it was sad when they started singing "america the beutiful" but the rest of it was all religous stuff. it was sad though. i want to give blood to help, but i don't know if i can. i mean last time i did, i passed out. do i want to go through that again. i mean i guess it's worth it, so maybe i will, but...i'm kinda scared. we'll see. maybe i'll stop by after spanish. i have to eat first though.
sigh...i don't know what else to say about all this. really i'm still in shock, and still a little numb. plus i have to go to class. next time i'll write about the whole war thing i'm scared about. til then to those of you who lost people they know...my sincerest deepest feelings of greif for you. i don't know what to say.

2001-09-10T16:08:00.000-04:00

ok yeah so i haven't written in FOREVER...guess now that i'm at school i'm too cool to do this ;-) that and i have no timem due to the partying...er work that i've been doing. ok well what can i say about this place? i LOVE it. my floor instantly bonded. it was great. we do pretty much everything together. it's funny to watch us go somewhere cause there's like 20 of us walking down the street together. we have to take turns going into parties so we don't overwhelm them!!!! i already have so many stories to tell and it's only the first two weeks! yikes. well lets see there's lauren and the janitor's closet...to make a REALLY long story short...we looked for three hours for lauren(neighbor two doors down from my room) for 3 hrs.after she went missing when she was piss-ass drunk...she comes to me at 6 am and tells me she woke up in the janitor's closet! she woke up next to a mop. i will never let her live it down. then there's all the people hooking up, and keith being sex-iled from his room like 3 nights in a row...oy. lets see what else? hmm that's all i can think of..oh yeah the whole laundry incident...but we won't go into that.
if you wanna see pics of my floormates go here: www.geocities.com/parafused/udel.html
anyway, til i have better stories..

2001-08-20T14:33:00.000-04:00

well i've had a very drivey day! he he drivey it's my new word. anyway, i went up to school to get my id(i look very pissed in my pic) and my parking permit. yes folks, i'm so cool that i can bring my car to school the first year! yey! well that was my day. i'm not as tired as i thought i'd be. my legs are fellin kinda funny, but other than that...now i get to go to the mall and spend my $100 gift certifacte. i guess that's a shit load of cd's and movies ;-)

2001-08-18T16:44:00.000-04:00

hey wow! it's actually been like 2 days since i last wrote...hey make that 3! i'm gaining SOME control! hehe well lets see. i'm home now. i got home at like 8pm and called up andrew. we went to see american pie 2(yeah i saw it again) i had this discount thing when i bought the CD that gave me $5 off the ticket, so i figured "what the hell it was a good movie so why not see it again for like $3!?!" so then we went to broadway diner. it was ok, our waitier was CRAZY though! today i packed a whole shit load of crap. most of my clothing is packed except the things i have to wear this week(duh). i need somemore boxes, but for the most part i'm done! it's really scary but SOOOOO cool! i'm really bored now. i'm talking to alicia, hopign she could do something tonight, but sadly she has just informed me she is working. damn work. maybe i'll drive by the pool and see who's working. sad huh? i was so happy to finally leave that place, and now i'm going back. well i am forced to get off the computer now...oy it's only like 5pm, what am i supposed to do w/ my life. maybe i'll go walk to doggy...then i can spy on the pool ;-) oh boooozyy!!!!! want to go walky?!?! hehe ok the dork is getting off now, til probably later tonight when i'm sure i'll be on...

2001-08-15T17:40:00.000-04:00

hey guess what... i went to the driving range today! and ya know what!?! :-)...i SUCK!!! but hey i didn't hit anyone, and some of them went pretty far, so that's good, but wow! i missed it so many times! HEHE that's ok, it was fun anyway. andrew, you're gonna haveta teach me how to play golf! hopefully tomarrow i'll get to go jet skiing. i was supposed to today, but it was too crowded. hopefully i'll get to go to wings soon to get my new bikini, and then to walmart (again) to get some headphones and cd case and junk. now i'm gonna go play in my email again. i have to go threw and add everyone's school addresses into my address book!
c ya on the flip side! (ok prob doesn't make sence, but it sounds cool!)

2001-08-15T10:43:00.000-04:00

ok now i'm getting the hang of this. i have to hit "publish" to get it to work! haha i'm cool like that. aaaaany way. what new has happened in the what 17 hrs. since last i wrote? well i couldn't sleep last night for some reason, i dodged a scary bullet today(well i didn't but i found something out that made it so it wasn't bad like i thought) and i'm going jet skiing sometime today. hm that's about it.

2001-08-14T20:55:00.000-04:00

i got the american pie 2 soundtrack today. it's REALLY good! plus i got a $5 rebate to see the movie, so i can(and will) see it again for like $3!! yes well that IS exciting! um other than that there is nothing exciting. my new email addresss is krhendy@udel.edu so if anyone feels the need...there u go. i can't get to it until i go to school though, so it may take 2 weeks for me to respond ;-)

2001-08-13T22:12:00.000-04:00

yey! my boy's home! he's a little lobster-fied at the moment apparently, but that's ok. i went to walmart, but didn't get much stuff...i did however get blow pens! fun!!! and a shit load of spiral notebooks-two 3 subject notebooks and a single 1 subject notebook. no pretty pens this time (except for the dry erase ones(about 5 different colors!) i saw requium for a dream tonight...ok WHOA! WEIRD and very VERY depressing! drugs=bad! i also saw the mexican today (lots of videos)that was pretty cute. there was a scary-ass storm tonight. when it was done, the sky was an erie green color. hopefully tomarrow i'll get to do something fun...not just sitting on my ass in the sun...cause there's a change from what i usually do!

2001-08-11T17:01:00.000-04:00

hey guys, i'm at the beach! it's sunny and HOT! it stormed for like 5 mins then was sunny again, wacky crazy, psyco weather. and monday i get to go on my big trip to walmart! hot damn! that's the highlight of being down here!

2001-08-11T17:00:00.000-04:00

hey guess what! i can wistle through my tongue! but you already knew that! :-)

2001-08-09T12:09:00.000-04:00

and to the idiot who was mean in my guest book: Screw you! your site sucked so you can't say anything about mine! so :-p
to everybody else who signed it, thank you! i think for the most part everybody has been nice! if you haven't signed it yet...GO NOW!

2001-08-09T12:07:00.000-04:00

oh boy! it's going to be hotter today than it has been all week! yey! don't i love working at an outdoor facility?!? there better not be a lot of people there today. people should STAY INSIDE today! DON'T come to the pool!

2001-08-08T12:21:00.002-04:00

ok i'm going to do a TOTAL remake of my site, this could take awhile.

2001-08-08T12:21:00.001-04:00

i really hope the tropical storm thing doesn't hit the outer banks when i'm there! eep

2001-08-08T12:21:00.000-04:00

yey for my last day of work being friday! i can' t WAIT. then i'm off the the beach.

2001-08-08T12:20:00.001-04:00

i miss my boy! he's in CA partying with all the famous movie stars.

2001-08-08T12:20:00.000-04:00

go see the thing that caroline and i made at www.geocities.com/afterglowen/idiotboy.html
anyone who works at NCC will defiantely appreciate it!

2001-08-08T12:19:00.000-04:00

it's so damn hot today! damn heat wave! stay inside. if you're like me and have to go out, drink TONS of water! yikes no one fainting ya hear?